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Question asalam o alikum please help me i am crying all the time guilt is killing me ....I want ALLAH to forgive me i was a perfect muslim women i am 22 years old i am married my father was killed i was suffering from alot of pain my husband left me those days i was so alone so i texted my family friend n he was so cleaver he told me to enjoy your life why are you praying all the time sitting in a room going no where come with me have a dinner he convinced me to go out with him i was crying inside that what i am doing is wrong well i went in a park n meet him there he made my video i did nothing jst talk it was winter sesson n the weather went so bad he came from another city n he had no where to go so he came to my house n he had sex zana with me i was crying when he was doing it i wanted him to stop but i couldnt my zamir was killing me he also made my video i didnt know about that video when he was gone i am crying since than n asking ALLAH to forgive me he showed my video to his all friends i got punished i suffered alot icried day n night i was admitted in the hospital i was near to die me and my mother went to his house i deleted that video i am crying every day n night asking ALLAH pak to forgive me now my husband is with me he love me so much but i havent told him the truth this guilt is killing me n i cant lose him so i kept it secret between me n ALLAH i was a religious women my life was perfect this mistake is killing me i can't pray i can't read Quran i am just crying n me kudh ko is qabil nae samjhty kay ALLAH k agay sajda karo is gunah kay baad please tell me me kia karon kay ALLAH mujhy maaf farma dain me n us din kay baad or os say phele kabe asa gunah nahe kiya me sharminda hoon please tell me how to solve my problem? 
Answer 1-Sab se pehlay tu aap ko apnay is gunah per nidamat honi chahiay or Allah se istighfaar or tauba talab kerni chahiay or apnay aap se ehed or wada kerna chahiay k is ghunah e azeem ko phir kabhi anjaam nahi dain gi.or hamaisha yaad rakhain k Allah aap ko har waqt daikh raha hay or aap is gunah ko anjaam day ker shaitan ka hokum maan rahay hain or Allah ki na fermani ker rahay hain.aap koshish karain k aap khud ko dosri mufeed kaamo main masroof ker lain jaisay khail, perhae waghaira waghaira or har os cheez se perhaiz karain jo aap ko in kaamo ki janib ubhaaray. (E-mail Rcvd from A.Sistani(d.b) Sep 27, 2010). 2- Aap namaz or quran ko perhain, Q k in ko chorhne ka ye khayaal bhi shaitan ka ho sakta hay. Update on dated 09-09-2015. (Khuda aap ko Uloom e Aal e Muhammad(s.a.w.w) sekhne ka ajar ata farmaey).  

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